It's different how you remember it now.

I was looking back at the post that I made about Melissa's birth.  It's on the old blog.  I remember it so differently now.  About how the doctor was so nonchalant about telling me he wanted to remove my child from me.  How he asked my husband afterwards if she was going to have a circumcision.  I definitely feel worse about it now.  I was never told about any complications that could arise.  My left foot still has limited feeling on top.  No warnings that I could have pain in the incision for years afterward.  But, I think what bothers me the most, is that as this was my first pregnancy, they had no patience to even see if I would go any longer and progress more.  No, it was cut now, and ask questions later.